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i like this [19 Jun 2006|11:38pm]
Greetings Marisa --

Here is your horoscope for Monday, June 19:

Any uncertainty on your part leaves you open for someone to take hold
of the reins. You have what it takes to be a leader in this situation.
If you're really determined to take control, you can do it.
LOVE ME.

i like this [03 Jun 2006|07:23pm]
Greetings Marisa --

Here is your horoscope for Saturday, June 3:

You can't go hunting for true love. You have to realize that you are true love -- or become it. A troublesome area of your life shows you exactly what you need to overcome to find emotional stability.
LOVE ME.

wow [31 May 2006|09:47pm]
yay!
LOVE ME.

fuckkkkkk [11 Mar 2006|10:10pm]
[ mood | fuck you ]

wow i havent even thought about lj in forever... i guess it happened tonight because i just need somewhere to let out SOME of my feelings at least... i mean damn.


it really sucks when you realize that your "friends" arent really your friends. when you look around when times are hard and realize that HEY!! no one is there... i mean its kinda hard and kinda a tough blow but you know maybe its a good thing. maybe its time for me to realize that i should make some real friends and people who actually like me for me. people who accept me no matter what and dont think that being weird is a negative thing. or just because im a lil different, ok im a lot different. im not fucking normal and who cares??? i fucking like it. i dont need people who are gonna be mean or criticize... or even if you dont say anything you can tell by their attitudes that they think you are completely fucking stupid or just said the dumbest thing on the planet... i mean dont act like you are perfect or something! in reality i am probably a lot smarter than most of those people because i am not afraid to express who i am. i am not afraid to be myself. i am not afraid to say what i am thinking at that exact moment, and even if it comes out wrong i mean true and real friends understand. they dont hold things like that against you. its just sad to watch everyone and see what they used to be and what they have become... or maybe its me, maybe i just used to see things differently and now i can see whats really going on, from like an outside point of view or an innocent bystander. i mean sure there are tons of people who enjoy my company and love to hang around me and i know i am a lot of fun... but where are those people when you need friends? when you need someone to talk you? when you need a hug...
no, that is when they are too busy or too preoccupied or doing something else. i mean thank god out of everything that has ever happened and all the shitty people i have ever encountered that i have met a majority of people who are nice, who are genuine, who are real and who are down to earth. thank everything to those people, who will take the time out of their wonderful day to hear about your shitty one. the people who always want to make you feel better or at least try to make you smile. i mean damn, i dont know where i would be today without some of my friends. but other ones, you dont even know how you considered them friends, and you cant even remember what made you want to be their friend in the first place.
i mean, i am a nice person. what else can i say? i usually like everyone unless you are a bitch to me, but so what? i like people, and i love life (most of the time). and yes i can be a fucking bitch, ok i AM a fucking bitch, but that doesnt make me any less of a NICE person, of a down to earth caring loving life kinda girl.
so fuck all the haters... and fuck all the "friends" who will never really even want to get to know you, they just judge you for whatever reason, and never take the opportunity to get to know you, because in their minds they have already defined who you are, by one little action or one little detail. i believe in giving everyone a chance. everyone is beautiful somewhere in there, they are just too caught up in the nasty of too covered up in negativity to let their true happy beautiful selves show through.

6 LOVE ME.

? [20 Oct 2005|12:44pm]
[ mood | blah just woke up ]

Dear Marisa,
Here is your horoscope
for Thursday, October 20:

If anyone hates wasting time on impostors, it's you. Someone you were sure was playing either you or a loved one for a fool has finally made the mistake you've been waiting for. You've got them, red-handed. Feel free to gloat.

LOVE ME.

BEB [15 Oct 2005|01:01pm]
[ mood | happy ]

happy birthday to my baby. you are finally an adult! thank you for everything over our years, and i hope you are having a great weekend. i love you<333
<333

LOVE ME.

Remember... [12 Oct 2005|10:14pm]
[ mood | blah ]


THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998




Seven years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

Click here to post this on your own page or weblog


Matthew was brutally beaten and hung to a fence, left to die. All because he was gay. He was barely 22 years old. Remember.
2 LOVE ME.

40 year old virgin is hilarious [03 Oct 2005|12:35am]
[ mood | happy :) ]

always love...

hate will get you everytime.

LOVE ME.

[02 Sep 2005|01:49am]
fuck stupid bitches.



fuck themmmmm. hehe.

blah blah first update in like 2 months [01 Sep 2005|02:37pm]
i took her out, it was a friday night. i wore cologne, to get the feeling right. she started making out, and i took off my pants, and then i turned on the tv...
3 LOVE ME.

passssss it on. [18 Jul 2005|08:33pm]
[ mood | tired ]

3 LOVE ME.

ahabkghfg [13 Jul 2005|10:40pm]
[ mood | tired as shit ]

wow.

akjhigh [09 Jul 2005|02:43pm]
[ mood | adfghfhsd ]

FUCK LIFE.


fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk you.


and fuck.

3 LOVE ME.

woo hoo [08 Jul 2005|06:48pm]
[ mood | happy cant you tell ]

YAY!!! i am so happy for myself. yay again.


and i am also very excited i love road trips!!!!


PS- and yay for seeing sasha and laura earlier today!!!!

1 LOVE ME.

why? [07 Jul 2005|03:18pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

why does my computer randomly sign me on when i am not here? i come home lately to find that my computer just decided to sign me off and on for hours, wtf.


weirdddddddd.

and after all this time... [06 Jul 2005|11:52pm]
[ mood | YAY ]

finally, finally, finally.


and thats all i have to fucking say about that.

2 LOVE ME.

lalala [24 Jun 2005|02:40pm]
[ mood | uhh. ]

Dear Marisa,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, June 24:

Viva la difference, as the French say -- you're different and you wouldn't have it any other way. It's your spirit of independence and your inspiring way of thinking that's getting you noticed now, and you're loving it.



weird, but i like it.


COME OUT TO THE PARTY TONIGHT!!! THERE WILL BE MERCH AND CDS!

2morrow is finally here [23 Jun 2005|12:47am]
[ mood | tired ]

yay!!! i know i finished up all my credits and all a bit early...
but tomorrow i get to actually have the graduation ceremony! i am sooo excited...


I GRADUATE TOMORROW!!!!!


YAY
woo hoo.

6 LOVE ME.

CERBERUS CD RELEASE PARTY!!! [21 Jun 2005|09:22pm]
CERBERUS CD RELEASE PARTY FOR "THE CAGE OF EXISTENCE"


PLEASE COME OUT AND SUPPORT THEIR ALBUM RELEASE. THERES GONNA BE 3 KEGS, A BBQ, AND TONS OF CERBERUS MERCHANDISE TO BUY!!!
LOVE ME.

damn it, damn it, damn it. [20 Jun 2005|03:52pm]
[ mood | who knows, i sure dont ]

ok so my cars a piece of whack ass shit (as everyone knows) and NOW i am stuck here all fucking day, cuz my life is lame, and all.



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


stupid car, leaving me stranded for hours!

LOVE ME.

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